On Friday I had to go to emergency because I had chest pains, and my right side hurt, I thought it was because of a fall I took earlier this week.The ordered X Rays and could find no reason for said pain, except maybe the rib hurt in the fall, The only reason why I went was because the pain kept spreading and getting worse enough for me to seek help. When the doctor came to discharge me he told me he discovered a shadow on the X Ray, and wants me to undergo a cat scan asap, Today hospital called and I am booked for 3PM Tuesday, and must get blood work done before going.
Several years ago I had a mammogram, and they found a lump in the breast, The offered me the opportunity to wait around for an ultra sound to determine if it was bad news.I panicked and left the place with an appointment for a week later. For that week I played mind games the entire times, going over and over the possible outcome(alway cancer). Until I was walking around in a frenzy. The results of the ultra sound was it was a cyst full of water. and completely harmless.
Today I am calm, and accepting and able to tell my self it is not time to worry yet.
I think my daughter is far more worried than I am.
It is a good day
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