Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Courage found

For the past several months I have know my relationship with Jim must end. Far to long have I made excuses for his irresponsible and cruel behavior.
I only asked a few simple things from him, that he respect me as his partner, That he always tell me the truth. And that he be faithful.
He in reality has never shown me any respect, I have for the most part been treated like an option, not a priority
He at first told me the truth, then it turned to telling me what he thought I wanted to hear. And faithful, well I guess that depends on your definition of faithful. If not having an intimate relationship with other women is faithful, but he had close personal friendships with a lot of single, swearing they were just friends. But to me it was emotional cheating if not the real thing.
Yesterday after I had gone to bed at 11PM.  I got up to go to the bathroom and he was gone. I went downstairs of the building and his truck was gone, He came in about 3 AM, and I asked him where he was, Answer I was down stairs working on the truck.When I said I checked down there he said I also went out. Not where or why just out. And walked away like it was no big deal. The last time his did that he was visiting a single woman upstairs at midnight.
So I decided then and there he has to go, and I told him he has to move by July 31, he wants more time but I said NO.
I have lost all feelings and respect for him. and I just want him gone, and now he will be..

No comments:

Post a Comment