Right now my mind is in a turmoil because I know what I need to do and I know what I want to do, but today the question is HOW? I am in a relationship, that has gone from living together to we live together. If I were to describe it today I would call us room mates on a bad day. When we first met I couldn't believe my good luck, here was some one who listened to every word I spoke and then bent over backwards to make my wants to come true.
today If I am listened to it is always a day late and dollar short, None of the romantic , loving , kind person remains, just some one who. Is there for every meal, and doesn't, even consider who took care to have it there. Or any of the other hundred of things I take care of. It is always just taken for granted that this is how it should be. The question begs to be asked why am I here? and that is the problem, I am not the sort of person who gives up easily, and blows people off for no good reason.Talk doesn't seem to help, nor does me taking all the responsibilities for the relationship, all that does is make room for bigger and better ideas on how to use the system.
We are seeing a Councillor on Wednesday , and maybe I can bring this up then.
Right now I am so fed up with the whole works, I just want to dump every thing.
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