Sunday, July 17, 2011

feeling lost and lonely

I have a partner, but he is not a partner, nor friend, nor lover, nor even a companion.
For a very long time I would justify his bad actions and judgments, but now I can no longer do this. I am sitting here looking at the real person I foolishly took into my home. I admit I am scared stiff, because legally I guess he could own half of every thing I own, where as he brings nothing to the table. Yes he does give me $700 per month, but that doesn't even begin to cover all the new expenses, and when I discuss this with he he pleads that he has no money. LIE #1 he has saved $4000 since he moved in with me.
Lie# 2 he likes to look at all the single networks and go through the women looking. . foolishly I told my self it was harmless, he was with me, I now know he is still looking for some one else.
LIE #3, he loves to help my neighbors, as long as they are single women, I believe he has a white knight complex, but he never lifts a hand to help me unless I am there to help him, he would never think of looking around to see what needs to be done and just do it,
LIE#4, its all my fault, every time I try to bring up a problem, he winds it around until its my fault. If he sees that as real, then he doesn't belong here, and I DO WANT HIM GONE.

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