starving for passion

For the past few months I can not stop eating, I have tried to diet and the more I try the more devastating the results.
This afternoon I realized I am not starving for food but rather passion, I want/need to be able to make love to some one and to have them make love to me.
When I was with Jim I learned that I was a very passionate and sensual person, And now I understand that I miss that part of my life dreadfully, I crave it, I want it and I need it,
but how to find it again? I can not settle for a one night stand, I want/need a man to have the same passion, desires, wants and needs that I have, not to sate each other but to start a fire that will burn for a very long time, sometimes as a banked fire and some times as a wild fire., to have the love and passion as fuel. This is what I want and have been denied. I now throw it out to the universe, . Is there a man who can pick up this challenge and make our dreams and desires come true, I believe it can happen. I BELIEVE.

borrowed from T2T,Happy NEW yEAR 2012

Believe you are capable

Believing in yourself means you will have to take chances, be prepared to fail, be prepared to learn from those failures and ultimately be prepared to grow as an individual in the process. Believing in yourself is not automatic, believing in yourself means you will have to go against the grain, believing in yourself means you will be met with criticism and believing in yourself means you'll have to consciously be aware of what you are doing at all times. When we take the beaten path and conform to average standards we become average thinkers, we make average choices and live average lifestyles. We are so much more than we give ourselves credit for, but it goes unnoticed because we do not believe in ourselves enough. When people say, “just be yourself” what they should be saying is “just believe in yourself” because it’s impossible to be yourself if you do not believe in yourself first…so…Believe in yourself…you are indeed capable.